PUNK'S WEB-DIARY
third entry. 3/8/25 18:53 EST ;
i got a little bored. i like having this diary.
not much happened today. i went to my grandmas house, the one who lives closest to us, and she made me put together a whole bunch of lego flowers for her. i didn't really want to but she took me to goodwill after and now i have this sweet jean jacket. i wish i had more patches to put on it but unfortuanately im broke as shit and dont have a car..... and live in the fucking country and the nearest mall is like 2 hours away. ass!
after the recent election i'm starting to think that america really wont ever get better. i mean, every election theres bound to be some dissapointment, but really? neither side was good. trump is a fat fuck on blood thinners and i think he's insane. i guess he's doing some good things, but deporting legal immigrants? not legalizing any other immigrants? do we really need to go to war with canada? and why are we voting for russia to keep invading ukraine? why is he making weird posts about gaza? the fuck? what the hell is going on?
i just want to wake up somewhere new. i wanna wake up somewhere deep in the woods and never have to worry about anyone or anything else. maybe once i get enough money, i'll go live on a boat out in the atlantic. a big boat. i'll live with K.O. and L.A. and we'll eat fish for the rest of our lives. i don't think they'd really like living on a boat. maybe K.O. might, but, they won't have a choice! i'll knock both of them out cold and make them live with me on a boat forever because they're WEAKLINGS!!!
i hate middle school.
forth entry. 3/8/25 20:45 EST ;
my boyfriend just got back from skating! he can't feel his arm or his leg.
i hope hes okay, not just because of skating. sickly little man. love him
i wanna live in a remote forest where only the birds can find me. i'll grow plants and fish and hunt bunnies and deer. i'll write stories and nobody but myself will read them. nobody will matter!
holy shit my cats throwing up
i think im going to show this to K.O. in exactly a year. maybe.
fifth entry. 3/9/25 8:28 EST ;
im going down to the farm today. theres really not much to do down there, and its around an hour away. i think we're helping my grandma with something? i dont know
the other night i had a dream about my dad going through everything and yelling at me for playing like. block blast or smth idk. and then i got locked in a basement and tortured. i can't ever remember my dreams, but recently i've been having more. can you stop dreaming because of stress? or at least stop having REAL dreams. K.O says that you dream no matter WHAT, even if its just little flashes. i think my brother is crying i'm gonna go
i am back! he doesn't wanna go to the farm. hes always crying about never getting a day off but hes 7 and every time i see him hes watching T.V. on the couch.
sixth entry. 3/9/25 17:40 EST ;
we got back from the farm and i chugged a soda and now i wanna throw up. i like going there but i wish the drive didn't take a whole ass hour. i listened to K.O.'s playlist, it was nice.
now that i think about it i don't think i'll ever be able to put any of my art on here - not anything i'm sharing on social media at least. doesn't really help with the whole anonymous thing, ya? real shame because i'm such a talented and amazing artist comparable to those like picasso....... a shame........... i also don't think i'll ever link anything back to my socials from here. if someone reached out to me and they knew me from this site i would errr not be their friend
seventh entry. 3/9/25 19:53 EST ;
P.H. let me hit her vape in her truck in the fucking woods,, lowkey vapings for pussies....... low key....... i wanna smoke a cigar but i dont wanna smell like shit
eighth entry. 3/10/25 18:53 EST ;
FUCK!!!!!!! i had to grapple with this kid in BJJ today and he cut my foot with his fucking nails and now the spot where he cut is PURPLE!!!!!!! what the FUCK!!! i'm killing him i'm going to KILL him. dude! his stance is terrible too. and hes taller than me. by like maybe 6 inches. pmo
my algebra teacher pulled me and K.C. after class because we "weren't doing what we were supposed to be doing and ignoring him" but like. his instructions were "glue a fucking BLANK piece of paper into your notebook and turn your fucking back all the way around to face me and turn all the fucking way back around to write your notes down and lalala" SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!! wasting our time. we had chicken n rice today too... what a dick...
that reminds me! the other fucking day the same teacher pulled me and L.B. out of lunch and made us put away our phones but like. if he had just turned his fucking neck instead of paying attention to two kids he THNKS has their phones he would've seen these fags having fucking SEX in SCHOOL. but he just don't gaf about that. and then he followed us to the bathroom like a fucking creep. i hate that teacher. he says my way of learning is fascinating because im autistic im going to put silver in my fucking skull
same teacher is also always fucking bricked up during class for what. hate that pedo. HE STARES AT THE 6TH GRADERS AND FUCKING LICKS HIS LIPS WHAT THE HELL. and he wears FUCKING BOOTY SHORTS I HATE HIM SO MUCH HES LIKE 30 AND STILL DOESNT HAVE A WIFE OPEN YOUR EYES NOT YOUR LEGS FAGGOT
